Oh one of these nights again.. well didn't sleep on Saturday, made it up on Sunday-Monday with a 18 hour sleep marathon. Not fun.. so tonight staying up some more.. and thinking god I don't want to make that call tomorrow.. would I even qualify for unemployment? I really don't know.. but was able to attend a webinar today, where it was something helpful in terms of library science relevent places to search for jobs. Would there be a job market?

Then after going out to eating with family in a Korean fast food place... I was really not feeling that place tonight.. came home and had a pep talk speech with a friend, who mentions about failing is the best way to experience things. That with life and jobs, things happened, so don't worry about failing. Also a copy editing certification would be a cop out instead of going for the nitty gritty.. so goal for next time.. must research or start on a definitive work. (If the last part of this paragraph sounds weird... just a reminder for myself on what my friend and I spoke about.)

What a loss.. wasted an entire afternoon prepping and laminating.. and nothing. Oh and I also can't believe this, but let's just say if you're the owner of a cat, and maybe dog, how fast you can lose your innocence whenever they find vermin's. Tommy has been staking out the kitchen for a while now, seeking for a rodent, of course he had stopped presenting the dead corpses to me, when I believe he thinks I don't appreciate him for his talent, but yep so today I stepped in the kitchen, lo and behold... Tommy had a probably dried out mouse in his mouth.. I quickly caught my cat by the scruff of his neck, and he dropped it. So I quickly whisked the corpse away and ran downstairs to throw it with the next day's garbage collection. If other alley cats smell the mouse corpse, then woe to them. Who knows what might have the rodent ingested that killed it.

The issue though now is that my cat is right now seeking the darn thing to no ail, unless there are others, but I pretty much stopped screaming, and this may signal a loss of innocence. Typically girls should probably be afraid of rodents, but pretty much with a cat.. you grow quite numb and disassociated yourself to those things, that should have people screaming "eek" to.